I dunno..I really Dunno..What really Happen..Why is my temper like this..I dunno..Really Dunno...
Just like fate process on what will really happen next..Maybe we will be back again or not...
I hope that u will Take good care of urself...
Story End...
I will always love you eventhough it's not easy to love you;
because I will always do.
Wednesday, December 06, 2006 | 10:45 PM
It has been weeks since i last blog..Attachment has ended and another 12 weeks of Final Year Project has come..The First week at school was relatively slacked...Doing nothing..Playing games..Crapping ard...Listening to Music..And Creating a Logo..Which is done in a few Hrs time...Imaging TWO weeks into the FYPJ and yet the only thing i done with my partner Si Jie is a LOGO..I wonder when can i really start my project as i see some group already started the coding, it will make me more panic..
Actually FYPJ is quite better than Attachment in a sense that i have my friends accompany and dear dear accompany...Although there will be no futher income from the Attachment, I still think FYPJ life suit me better as i am a person whose character needs company...Some more dear is in the same Blk as me and her lab is just opposite me, therefore we can go to school from and back together and even can see one another when feeling of missing each other..
Shall stop crapping about my FYPJ..I have been quite suay this few days...It's all started from a hair cut and a Hair Dye that i totally regret..I even quarrel with dear this few days because i am moody and angry with my hair ..I have just quarrel with dear over my stupid Hair again..Is not that i wanted to quarrel with her..Is just that the stuffiness and the unworthness of the 60 dollars that i spend that make my heart very "men"...And i really feel that i am a DUMB and is STUPID to be cheated by a bastard saloon...I really need to think wAys to bust up my feelings...Whenever i see my Hair i will get agitated...Dunno why..I just will feel i am a DUMB.. I was planning to cut my Hair and dye my Hair so tht it can have the effect and can last till the chinese New Year..But what the Fuc*...All is not according to plan..My Hair now is still as long as ever..Is just like i spent 15 dollars on the cutting of my Hair and 45 dollars to dye my Hair..In the end, the result is a big disappointment..I am really getting fed up of it when ever i think of it..I just think that the saloon cheat customer to earn their money...Some more the so call image designer..Big Fuck sia....Cut one hair cost 15 dollars..somemore is like never cut...my sideburn still as long and my fringe oso..Plus the stupid dye that is dye by that bastard image designer make me feel more mad...I hope that the bastard kena car crash and walk step on bird shit or even step on a banana and slip down.. I really cannot swallowed the anger that is why i throw my frustration onto dear...I admit i am wrong..and I am really sorry for wad i did to dear..But i just cannot control my temper..Maybe is pure because of my temper and my character that i just hate cheats that bluff away all people hard earn money...The more i think of it the more anger that i get...I jsut cannot get over it..Wad make me more fed up is that the plan that should go according and i just spend the money without accomplishing it...I just feel totally not worth it...I am really sorry for throwing tantrum on dear dear and i know is not worth it..But somehow i just could not control my temper.. Some more when i reach home, I told my mum that i cut my hair..She say" U got cut meh" Why still so long"..Than i say i spend only $8 on the hair to make my heart less pain..haiz..
I feel that i am just pure suay to go to that stupid saloon and kena cheated by that bastard hair stylist...All i could say is that i will try and get over it and forget about this..I hope i wun take long time forgetting it..
I will always love you eventhough it's not easy to love you;
because I will always do.
Tuesday, December 05, 2006 | 12:37 AM
好朋友 Luo Zhi Xiang
Love This song..Got My feel..
I will always love you eventhough it's not easy to love you;
because I will always do.
