It has being a month since i last blog..Time really filies very fast..It is week 14 in my study term week le..Another 5 more weeks and is my exam...I have being really stress with my school projects..I am like a headless chicken without knowing what to do for my project...One more week before presentation of the projects...How can i complete in time..haiz...

This past month have being a busy week for me...I have being Working...Watching World cup...accompany my dear to her dance practices...celebrating dear birthday...Watching her dance team Troublestyle won the third place in the remix 2006 competiton..Yesterday was the Remix 2006 dance competiton final...It was held at the youth park...And i was very proud that my dear team got third in the competion..I can say she really shock me with some of their massive improvement..That's mean that her practice are awarded as i can see that dear put alot of effort in this dance competition...I have seen their practices..Frankly speaking it does not look as great as what they did in the finals..It is like a massive improvement....The turn out to support Troublestyle was also great..It is no wonder the crowd sing alot to the dance rthytem..and also the judge make the crowd rock the house as they give troublestyle all HOT in their plankcard rating..I was also touch by the moment that the crowd goes wild..haha...It is not surprising that Troublestyle get the third..But their performance deserve better than that actually...Maybe if not for the semis, i think they will get 2nd for sure...But anyway TroubleStyle Rocks man..Haha...

I still remember the day i celebrate dear birthday..It was somehow fill with happiness and sadness..haha..Was just finishing my conversation with dear on phone....Oh..back to wad happen for the birthday celebration for dear...I was actually having classes until 5pm on that day..But as i need to do my shitty citect project, i look for a lab and went they do till 7pm without any progress..I am damn frustrated that i could not progress on my project much...This make me frustruted...But after i meet my dear, all my frustruation disappeared..i think she has become my "kai xin guo" le..Saw her group there discussing something, so as my dear does not wan to accompany me to eat my dinner, i went to eat mac alone...(Quite pathetic right..) I was eating half way than i was thinking why dun give dear an early birthday surprise that i plan to give her..As i knew that she will be having dance pracrices during her birthday, i plan to give her a immeadiate surprise by heading down to Ang Mo Kio to get her a birthday cake...I reach back school at about 8pm..I even lie to dear that i was going to my friend house doing project..And lame enough she believe..Haha....I reach Block E..I even had my plan in my mind den..I plan to take the lift up to blk E level 4 before heading down to level 3 using the staircase as i does not wan dear to know my wherebout...I set up everything and den call dear..I trick dear that i had a stomachache and wanted her to come alone..all of this, i have actually plan in my mind le...She was surprised..and i have abit of satisfication for surprising her.....I was happy..I asked dear to make a wish and blow all the candle..and even wish her an early Birthday....How i wish dear can tell me wad she is wishing for..haha....After that, dear ask me to take the cake out...after that dear was back to dance..(sadly.but frankly..) I cut the cake..But i feel that dear should cut the cake instead of me..But i dun really mind because as long as dear is happy i will be happy....I waited there for about 30 mins before i began to feel a bit of frustration and fed up...
Maybe is because due to the project stress or wad, i somehow cannot control my temper....I walk away to loiter around the school...I was somehow feeling strange thinking back...I was wondering why am i so fed up over a small matter...I waited for about 9+pm before i really cannot stand anymore...Maybe i just wanted dear to have a bite of the cake and not the ants to have a bite on the cake as i place the cake on the floor for quite long...But i just could not control my temper,I went back and i get my bag and leave...I just cannot stand anymore...is really not because of me waiting..is partlly more because i somehow feel sad partly maybe because of my project stuff or partly because i dun feel apprceiated...I walk away.....Dear chase me ..but i just say i wanna go home...than sadness feel my heart..I was like dunno wad exactly happen to me on that day....I eventually explain to dear what i feel about the whole things and i also break down after telling her about the problem....Therefore this birthday celebration is somehow not in my script as in my script i plan to have a happy birthday celebration..But all is actually past..I can bring this into one of my happy cum sad birthday first celebration with dear....

Oh..About the World Cup..Italy won...Zizou get the marching order..as everyone should know for what reason...But i can say Italy are deserving winner, even though in their domestic league, they are facing crisis of juventus..fiorentina and lazio being relegated to Serie B...I wonder who will be up to replace them...World Cup was some how funny this year..No big name emerged..I think the only think ppl will remember is the zizou sending off and the referee....Shall not mention about world cup as people are saying that it is quite stupid for 22 people chasing after one toopid ball..Haha..

To end it all...The most proudest thing i feel is that dear team Troublestyle won the third place..I really feel proud for dear..But maybe sometime i am a bit paranoid..iS because i care too much on u..as i have already experience in the past before...And i wanna tell u that i did not angry with u much..I will forget and being refresh in another day...Just wanna to know that i still love u as much as if we are a new couple..Aren't we Young couple..??haha...Whatever..!!Oh shit..!!No Whatever.....i never say Whatever..I type Whatever..so should be alright...For those whom dun understand nevermind..Haha...Whatever..Ok..Finally i blog..haha..so to all..Take care..and i am going to bath..Bye Bye..Hopefully i did not miss out on any stuff happening during this month..And oh no...is 1.36am now..Tomorrow there is lesson...I gonna die..I haven even bath yet..shit..Take care and Bye bye


I will always love you eventhough it's not easy to love you;
because I will always do.