It has been weeks since i last written a essay..Today is actually the last day of school...Which mean i am graduated....Graduating should be a happy feeling..But i dun feel happy at all...Maybe there lots of reason behind it...
1)Graduating means less chance to be with friends...
2)Graduating means going to NS..
3)Graduating means the needs of going to find a proper job
4)Graduating means there will be more boring and lonely days ahead
5)Graduating means i will miss school alots...

Sometimes human is like this..When the things that u had, u will not precious it, when u lose the things, than u will began to cherish it...This sentences really suit me alot...I regret not having to get hold of many things...But there is really nothing i can do...

Schooling is actually more fun than staying at home..Dun think that i am joking...It is really what i think..Not because NS is nearing me, but maybe becos of the astomsphere of the school which u will not get to feel it after not attending school..Just like when we leave our secondary school, we tend to miss our secondary school...But Poly is different..Even if u went back to visit the school, the feeling will never be the same again...

Maybe I am too crapy and emo on stuff, but i what i know apart from all those, i dun really know whaT to write anymore...I just write whatever my heart tell me...Maybe i am writing alots of rubbish, all i want is to make myself to be more exhausted so that i can fall asleep easily and stop thinking of many things that is keep appearing in my mind..

I shall stop crapping much..Chinese New Year is around in 2 days time...Just hope to spend a really happy chinese new year before i will look ahead for my future and maybe find one job of my liking...emm..shall end my essay by saying a happy prosper chinese new year to all my friends....have a great year ahead..=)


I will always love you eventhough it's not easy to love you;
because I will always do.