I am really sorry.. Unless u can find a way to save our relationship.. I am really sorry..I know after u read this sentence, u will be thinking why should I be the one saving the relationship...But u should read the below post den u make ur conclusion ok..Just bear it for the last time..Ok..

Quarrel after quarrel, and harsh words after harsh words...Finally make me so fed up till I shoot back harsh words at my "dear", causing me to unable to continue with this relationship any more(if that's the case of ur descion)..I know u will always have ur own reasons, saying that I am in the wrong, I am at fault, that's always will be ur character..I dun blame u..But will a word of sorry really be that difficult to say..I really dun understand how girl think man..Just by saying harsh words will mean that they are only saying qi hua..That's mean that when a guy say harsh words at a girl, can it mean that the guy is also saying qi hua..I know, from a girl preception, it is of cause not...From a girl preception, the girl will normally flare up more den a guy does.. From this paragraph, I know u will continue to flare up even more, U should continue to read the below post..ok..


To: Esther
Just a word of "Stupid" from u can cause so many unpleasant to u and to me..Just a attitude towards me from U can make me so fed up, that's mean I care about wanting to make u happy rather den keep having attitude towards me..I have tried many ways to please u and not wanting u to be angry over such matter..
Not every couple have millions of words to say or ways to please..some will have the guy who will be more reserved, some will be the gal that is more reserved..Some guy does not know the way of pleasing a girl and some girl will not be so easily be angry...

Sometimes I know that U will keep saying qi hua, therefore I will have my own sacarstic way of telling u off..Maybe that is my fault too, if u still insist of putting it in that way..

But by now, u should know the harsh words(which u mean is qi hua) that u say to me..Compare to what I say to u in sacarstic way is so far far away..I know both of us will surely have our own say and story, but what u should know is that i am those type who will say reasons..And maybe as this is my character, this also play a part in the downfall of this relationship..I dun blame U..I can only bless u..Is not like what u are thinking that I am playing bad guy..Is not really..Dun assume ok..

Afterall, this 6 months plus together, we have some happy times,and some sad times also..We have many quarrel, but whenever we quarrel,we will get back to normal also..And whenever we quarrel, I will play the role of consuellor as I only want u to change for the better as I does not want u to be always angry over such small trival matter...Maybe u will be thinking of ways of how to reasons my words after u have read my this post..But the character is urs..I know I cannot change ur character.. saying that I dun love u, is really a false call..In this 6 month plus, I really love u alot..or can put it this way, from a little love that developed into a big love towards u..I have already set my heart on u..And will wan to give u whatever I can give..But in the end, I does not know that we will end just like this..As u should know that after my last relationship, every heart grow more mature, I will learn how to think, and U should know I already told u so many times that it is the maturity of me that make me dun feel as sad as the last relationship..so even if u wan to be angry, I know i does not have the rights to interfer with..

From the day, i knew u to the date that we are together, it look like it is only in a blink..I do really enjoy ur company..But u should know, not every relationship will be a smooth ride..There will surely be obstacle in front of u..It is up to both of us to try to solve..We did try to solve many problems..But in the end, i think this incident really ends it all..I think by now, U should now what I really wan, as My stand is simple..I just only wan an apology from u..and that will solve the matter..but somehow or rather, i know as a headharded character, it is difficult to say "sorry"..I still remember what a uncle told me..He say that in this working environment, the strongest word is "sorry"...Just admit that whoever is wrong wun die..am I correct..

But is ok now..Just hope that u will not be further angered by my post..I just really wanna u to know How and what I am feeling..Hopefully, there is still a chance to save this relationship..If not, I will wish u all the best for the future..And thanks for the 6 enjoyable months together..

*Dun be angry ok... Every one have his or her own story....
Shall end the post here..That is for it now..ByeBye..And Take care..


I will always love you eventhough it's not easy to love you;
because I will always do.